At 'Call For Media and Government Investigation of Sathya Sai Baba, see the article: Sathya Sai Baba Abuse Survivors: When ‘Moving On’ Can Be Staying Stuck Posted by Barry Pittard on December 6, 2010  QUOTES "Some former devotees of Sathya Sai Baba get upset that many survivors of his sexual and other forms of abuse do not go public. They make make the same kind of mistaken assumptions that Sai Baba's defenders make who ask e.g., where is all the proof? Both these reactions are ill-informed, inappropriate and insensitive".   "It is widely found in a great deal of professional literature that a great many survivors endure years in silence and shame at what has happened to them. The case of those who have suffered at the hands of Sathya Sai Baba and some of his servitors is no different. Common experiences are: Fear at being called a liar Depression Loneliness and isolation, e.g., after being shunned by those one has come to love and trust Anger or suppressed anger Self-blame and feelings of worthlessness Flash-backs and other forms of disturbance at recollection of the abusive events Feelings of torn-ness and confusion between positive and negative aspects of the relationship between spiritual teacher and the aspirant Uncertainty about the exact order or nature of events – e.g., this lays an honest individual open to charges of fabricating, and many abuse victims who have faced adversarial lawyers have spoken about the  experience of being ‘raped twice over’. See below, a list excerpted from:  Post-Cult Problems:  An Exit Counselor’s Perspective, by Carol Giambalvo".